{"product_id":"even-there-even-now","title":"Even There, Even Now","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eShe strokes the small purple flowers. \"Really nice. Thanks so much.\" Esti tries to stop crying. \"Actually, we also have a cake.\"\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan\u003eShe opens the fridge, takes out the cake. It still has that smudge in the middle, pretty much like the palm of her hand.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\"Wow! It's really nice, Esti. Thank you so much.\" Leiby almost sinks into a kitchen chair. She fills up the electric kettle and flips the switch. He looks at the cake, and looks around him, and he starts to cry again. \"Esti?\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003eShe turns to him. Her cheeks are also wet with tears. \"What?\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\"Do you remember what \u003cspan\u003ebrachah\u003c\/span\u003e kids in gan give on birthdays?\" he asks, and cries just like a real gan kid.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\"Yes.\" Another wave of her tears erupts.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\"May we be \u003cspan\u003ezocheh\u003c\/span\u003e to another year, Esti.\" He is totally choked up.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe wants to answer amen, to scream amen. And ask Hashem to give them both \u003cspan\u003ekoach\u003c\/span\u003e to get there and to survive whatever else is waiting for them. But she's crying so hysterically that she can't get even one syllable out of her throat.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\"Say amen, please.\" Leiby is almost pleading with her. They have so much to accomplish. An entire lifetime, basically.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003eLeiby and Esti wake up to a new reality, a reality they could never have imagined... a reality that no one else must know about.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003eThe challenges become ever more intense, yet each of them, in his own way, finds Hashem in the darkness, in the \u003cspan\u003ehester\u003c\/span\u003e.\u003cbr\u003e---\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003eIn \u003cspan\u003eEven There, Even Now\u003c\/span\u003e, Libby Klein takes us to places where only pure \u003cspan\u003eemunah\u003c\/span\u003e can give us the strength to persevere.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003eIt's a journey you'll never forget.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSENSITIVE MATERIAL:\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan\u003eFor mature readers only\u003c\/span\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Israel Bookshop Publications","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45317165580484,"sku":null,"price":34.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0586\/2886\/6244\/files\/E3772954-CD9D-4080-B177-0A11995F12F2.jpg?v=1761620669","url":"https:\/\/kingston-judaica.myshopify.com\/products\/even-there-even-now","provider":"Kingston Judaica","version":"1.0","type":"link"}